I'm happy today  

I wish I can just store away this happiness somewhere and revisit today whenever I feel frustrated and helpless.

In the end, I guess I just needed that one friend to knock some sense into me and help me face the reality. The reality is that I still have two more finals so I should be studying instead of looking up random youtube videos and wasting away a whole afternoon on gchat like I did today

I'm pretty content at this very moment. I had dinner with a good friend. On the way back from dinner, I bought myself pumpkin spice latte (yummy). Now I'm sitting here wrapped in a blanket, refusing to open my biosystem packets... cuz these packets are gonna take away my friday night happiness... maybe I should just go to sleep

몸도 마음도 너무 힘들다

I want school to be over already. Pharmacy school is breaking me down in every way possible. This is the second time that I got sick since school started... first time since sophomore year of high school that I actually had fever. I'm so behind on studying for finals because I can't focus on anything when I have to blow my nose every 5 seconds and all the sniffling is making me nauseous. I felt so bad for people sitting next to me in the lecture today because it's really disgusting how much I blow my nose.

I went out and bought myself pho for lunch, hoping that the hot soup would make me feel better... but it didn't. I guess pho only works when somebody else brings it for me